I told a friend of mine that it is better to regret something you have done instead of regretting something you should have done. I am the type of person who lives her life without thinking of the future. I just go with the flow. I believe that if things are meant for you, it will happen so why worry?
Then, she told me that young people really do think that way. Once you get older and once you’ve already suffered from all of your mistakes, all of your perspectives will change.
Her words really got me thinking. What if she’s right?
Okay. So I know it’s been months since the last time I updated my tumblr. I can’t believe I still have followers but yeah, hi guys!
I’ve been busy the past few months. And by busy, I mean sleeping and then working then sleeping and working and yeah. Honestly I don’t have a social life anymore. Even my pseudo social life aka THE world wide web is now as rotten as Michael Jackson’s corpse. Oops. Okay.
I’m missing a lot if things, to be honest. I miss school, I miss dancing. I just miss my old life. Sometimes, I can’t help but feel stuck. I kinda feel bad whenever I log on to Facebook and see my friends’ posts about how they’re doing with their chosen craft. I just wanna go back to my old life and do the things that I am so passionate about. But then, at the end of the day, I still have to look at the bright side. I’m getting moolah. Guhreat!!!
I don’t know if I y’all gonna read this or if my followers are still active here on tumblah but I just had to say these stuff. Whatev.
So yeah, I’m back from the dead!
**didn’t proofread mehehe**
When will one be truly happy? Happiness is a friggin’ lie. We all make each other believe that we’re all happy when in fact we all aren’t. That’s shit.
I’m starting to get tired of everything. I’m starting to feel like yes, they’re right. I am worthless. I have no purpose. Can I just disappear now?